maldita

Under my blanket

I’m so damned frightened

But I don’t know where to run

I am very confused

But I can’t find the answer in anyone’s eyes

I am dying inside

My soul is tearing apart

I can’t think clearly

My heart is crying vehemently

I want to shout all the pain that’s inside me

I want to jump from the highest mountain

Hoping that as I fall

All my hurts will be erased by the wind

Afraid that someone might see all my weaknesses

I just wanna lie under my blanket

My protective shied

Who knows I might sleep

And in my dream it’s a brand new world

I’m tired of my life

I feel like a robot

A machine

Programmed to do what is intended

Wish I could lie under my blanket

My protective shield

So people won’t be able to see my fears

Won’t notice the tears

Won’t hear my sobs

Under my blanket my protective shield

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